2006

Hey guys hows it been?....Do we still blog or is just me?...oh well who cares, it's been a pretty long ass time that I have been on here and writing something...lol.....so many things have happened between the course of highschool to now....so many hearts broken so many troubles so many adventures and so much fun.....life has changed drastically and I wouldn't just say 4 me but 4 all my closest friends....now that I think about we have somehow been drifting apart now and I don't really know why. I mean maybe I do but it's not that...how do u say like not very serious.....or is it?....yes I know that I use a lot of dots but I think it's cool....lol....anyways things as I said seem different...u know like we have all grown up or not grown up but u know like matured.....maybe I'm just feeling like this because my family is not here but heck maybe we really are a bit mature....I mean yes I know that we all still act kinda weird and stupid and all but heck what can we say we're still kids.....and of the different things that have happened don't even get me started....I can't speak much 4 my friends caus eu know as I said we're not as together as we used to be but many things have happened to me....lets start with school...yup I passed I'm officially a JUNIOR.....lol...it might not be much but u know....I did pretty good in my classes well at least the ones that I liked....lol....and now summer....well I ended school early because I had the opportunity to go to New Orleans it was cool u know....it was all part of this organization called Common Grounds....it was the this place in New Orleans where we went out in like groups and vaccumed fungus out of houses....I also cooked and most of all I had a lot of fun with Dia.....lol.....she's this girl who I went with to New Orleans....and man was she beautiful...she captured my heart in snap....lol.....I don't know what it was but the moments we shared together even though they weren't much it was still enough 4 me to be happy....she made me feel special or not even that but I don't know it's kinda hard to explain....but damn do I like her I don't know I even think I love her but u know it's kinda too early 4 that feeling or is it....but u know what I don't think it's too early because she's just what I have been looking 4.....from what I have experienced with girls trust me I know what I want.....lol....not like that.....it's like I know what type of girl it is that I want....I want a girl who won't lie to u(or 2 me)...lol....someone who won't later on bore u and someone that cares deeply 4 u...I mena it's hard to come by a girl like that cause of course it's just teenagers but "the best gifts come in weird packages".....well I guess none of that matters if that person doesn't feel the same for u as u do 4 them.....it's kinda depressing but as I learned it's stupid to dwell on what won't be...u know...trust me I know about this....lol....but oh well...I guess that would be it....just my ending thoughts are that us...the Brother Hood and the "girls"...lol...would u know get together and stuff like that because I think that we should....lol....well until next time(who knows when that will be)