Starting New

Ok so here I am...Yes I deleted all my other posts...Y?...well thats because I'm starting out new starting out fresh with my thoughts. The only ones I left were the ones that I really liked or the ones that took me a long time to do and that would be a waste of time if I just went on and erased it. The slut poem I left it because I never wrote it down, the she poem I also left it because its really meaning from deep down, and I never wrote it down...lol...the on fire thingy its a song and I don't feel like writing it again....the friends thingy is because 1: It's long and 2: Its about you guys my friends.....so now why wouldn't I want to keep that....well anywayz....you know what I learned...I learned that my actions brings about BIG consequences...not necessarily in a bad way just ....knowing that I could either hurt or make someone happy at the same time...you know what does bother me and what does get me sad...when someone is mad at me.....no not you ppl's...or at least not yet....lol....but theres this girl in my school right?...and well she's a good friend....but I guess it had been a while since I talked to her...possibly about 4-5 ago....and so today I saw her going in the elevator...and so I pushed the button so she would come back and she was like "what the hell"...I got kinda scared first but then I was like "oh hey Liz, you can't say hi anymore"...then she just stuck out her middle finger...not that it means much to me but I knew how she ment it....man I was kinda mad but a bit more sad....thats all I could think of....what the hell did I do wrong...was it because I pressed the button so that she would come back down...but I doubt that, that was it....so now I have that in my head....and so yeah like...WOW(World Of Wonders).....lol...lmao....hahahahaha...well anywayz I guess everything else is okay, well somethings aren't as I wished they could be, but enough about there...no need in getting sad about it again....you know whats kinda dumb...yesterday I went to counseling...and so she asked me about something and I started talking about it and then all of a sudden in the middle of my talking I started crying...well not badly....but I couldn't even talk right anymore....and no Anisa and Shanae I wasn't like Armando when he was crying on the phone...lmao....lol...hahaha....but tears wouldn't stop falling down, and I was like wow...I kinda chuckled...because I seriously didn't think that it bothered me that much or that I would even cry over it...but hell I was dead wrong.....well yeah and so thats that....now my other issue is my hospital project....we still haven't finished...because somebody *Gaby*...is like all bitchy and crap...but thats ok because me and Armando worked really hard on it without her bossiness around so haaaaaaaa.....lol...hey what's cool is that my sister Andrea is coming to my school to see my presentation....I can't wait....wow I'm sleepy and I should go to sleep but I really don't want to....so I guess it Friday morning...and just now I let everyone else know it even if they aren't online...which by far no one except for me is online...lol....now will you look at that....lmao....so....lol.....man I feel like fighting right now...I feel like doing a couple of my tornado kicks and side-kicks...or like my constant punches...or a hook kick....yeah.....oh after school yesterday Armando Yrwin and I stayed to "TRY" to finish the hospital project in which we didn't, then we went to roosevelt.....and we played soccer against the elementary kids....man did we kick their asses ably as hell...me and yrwin had a hat trick hell Armando had "2"...yes... "2" hat tricks....lmao...sure ...w/e...hell we lost every single game...we sucked...but don't blame us I had boots on...Armando didn't have his freestyles on but he still did pretty good and got his hat trick...and Yrwin he also didn't have his freestyl'es and he had a broken toe...so oooooooooooooh.....lol...lmao.....you can't see me...well anyways I'm really tired now and so I think I should go to bed....its 1:49 a.m., so its really late now bye bye...goodnight everyone peace...oh and get on your knees and smile like a doughnut.....lmao.....lol....hahaha...just playing people...calm down...ppl's chilllllllllllll