MISSING THEM

well....never much goes on in life that makes a big difference in how i feel.....I guess things r they r because they have to be that way.....nothing that i ever plan to do happens as i want it to, plans to me come spontaneosly with no warning....sometimes i feel like i get rushed into things that i dont want to involve myself with......I know that none of my friends will read this and i just want to tell them that I miss them, they all have a special place in my heart.....that will never be replaced by anyone ever.......I wish that i could tell them that they mean the world to me...some no longer speak to me but i hold no remorse, i just wish that they would see how deeply sorry i am, and that i would love to have things as they were before....I don't just want u back, I need u back all of you, all that have made a difference in my life and helped shaped who I have become...never again I swear will I ruin what we had and wat we could have, u all need to understand that i am human just as anyon else, and make mistakes, just hope that u guys can see past it......thats it.......I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!